Hang in there please! I know it is so hard. I have been abandoned by my husband the last 2 yrs but he has not filed and has used me and kept my hopes just enough alive that he might come back, that I have allowed him to drain me even more. I am facing major health issues and no money as well. I feel so hopeless too, but I know others have gone thru what I am going thru and have survived.
Please see if your area as an InterFaith Hospitality Network. This is a way that churches host homeless people and help them get on their feet.
See if you can find if they are in your area. Check online.
You are not alone and I will pray for you.
L